It is so nice when life improves by itself. It is so nice to have things fall into place instead of fall down around you. Last week it felt like everything was collapsing, now it feels like it’s been rebuilt and even if it’s not a perfect structure it is renovated.

I talked with someone I haven’t talked to in like forever, and it feels so good to just talk, even if it is about celebrity gossip and nerdiness. There’s a paycheck coming in tomorrow and that means groceries and craft supplies. I’m getting excited about Christmas and decorating and hopefully getting a Canon Digital Rebel XTi. I’m happy that my family is becoming understanding about my illness and I don’t have to pretend anymore. I am excited for my brother and that he’s getting married and having babies in the next four years or so.

Sometimes life feels like the Tower of Pisa, it may be tilting but it hasn’t fallen down just yet, and it seems like it’s going to hold.